A little better

Hello Internet world.  I wonder how many people actually read this.  Thank you to those who do.  So my birthday is in 16 days and I'm so excited.  Turning 21 that's also exciting.  But I just wish I was going places faster..  I know I'm not supposed to rush life. But honestly I would love to start a family soon.  I want to move out get a car.  I just want to grow up.  Werid right? I've been controlling my emotions better.  Today was a little rough.  There is a lesson I've learned which I'm working on,  think before you speak..  I have a habit of saying the wrong things at the wrong time. 

Today I don't have much to say.  It's raining here.  Perfect day for a movie and relaxing with the ones you love :)

Enjoy the rest of the dark rainy day.

Live long, love strong and laugh hard <3

Keeping positive is the way to go.

So I've already been slacking but I'm actually busy again!  It's weird that I missed being busy when I remember the days I would just sit there and play video games everyday all summer.  Now it drives me crazy having extra time.

Yesterday was the first day off in a few days and I spent it doing chores.  Cleaned my room, even did some some raking up some leaves which is strangely fun to me considering I grew up in a apartment building.  I have been told that the fun wears off soon but hey.  Enjoy it while I can. 

This past week has been pretty good.  Working everyday, going to school, and just being positive.  In school I have had wine tasting which is honestly terrible.  I hate wine but it is fun learning about it.  Unfortunately you have to try it.  Well yo  don't have to but I do want to try and find a wine I like.  So far I do like the sugary ones like a port or a sherry.  But I do have a good few weeks left to find out. 

Tomorrow I'm going to see the weeknd live.  Which is super exciting.  Hopefully it's amazing which I don't doubt.  That was something to look forward to :).  Did I mention that it's almost Christmas?! Well I know it's not that close but I love it.  I already put up the mini tree I have and was listening to music earlier which makes me super happy as well.  Haha. This year has been tough money wise so the gifts won't be so awesome from me.  But I'm hoping this year I can just focus on family anyway.  The gifts aren't everything anymore.  Now it's the family time I enjoy.   This time of the year is always nice.  My birthday at the end of the month, Christmas, fall and the pretty colours,  and my favorite thing to do is walk outside in the nice weather and the nice colours and just I love everything about fall :)

Anyways.  To those who read this.  Thank you and please do share! 

Live long, love strong, laugh hard. 

Im Back!! A Little Update on whats going on.

So I know I have tried this many many times, but I feel like it will really work.

Update on what's going on in my life..
I am currently living with my wonderful boyfriend of 2 years.
I am back in school finishing off my last year which is very exciting.
and I had one hell of a awesome summer and have now started a new job!!

My life is actually pretty good. Honestly I'm just trying to live my life one day at a time. Sometimes it is better that way. I find myself too stressed sometimes, wondering what's going to happen the next day then the next. I currently have been struggling with some money. Mainly because I just started a new job and owe a few people some money. Pretty much every paycheck is spoken for. Being a 21 year old woman that is kind of stressful.

I'm at the age where I'm trying to move out to our own place, maybe get a car.. You know, things that a 21 year old does... However once I pay everyone back things will be good. I finished making my budget and am planning on sticking to it! I have said that many times but this is it. The time to become an adult, spend money wisely, I'm ready to grow up!

To end this rant of a blog. A quote as normal

"Your Purpose in life is to find your purpose and give your whole heart and soul to it"
- Buddha

Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong <3