Hello Fellow Bloggers. I hope you guys had an amazing christmas :D I know I did. ANYWAY. Loook forward to posts in the New year!! :D
Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
SORRY!
Once Again I Suck! its been 11 days since I last Posted something. But I can explain I promise! As everyone knows its December.. which means crazy holiday month. I work in a high traffic mall so as the people buy their gifts I get more hours YAY. (which is why this year I got gifts early). but on top of that I am planning the christmas dinner for the church which is this Saturday which is really freaking me out because I am the kind of people who always think of bad things.. so like im thinking to myself what if nobody likes the food or what if im not fast enough and people get angry because they are hungry or like what if I burn everything...On Friday I did a practise run on the food and it all tasted good. So thats im pretty happy about. But I still have the stress of that.
Im also happy and excited because I got approved to be a team leader at CBOQ's youth retreat event which makes me supper happy but once again super scared. I know I will be an awesome leader then like I said I think of the bad stuff so In my head Im thinking what if I ruin some kids childhood by telling them something stupid. Or anything else worse. So I have been constantly praying about that. Another bad thing I did this week was melt a spatula into a pot of boiling marshmellows... I just left it in the pot and walked away like a stupid person then as I was spreading the mix the piece fell off.. then I felt very stupid.
On the good side of things im done school til the new year!! :D so now I can have my mind set on work and money and my leadership role. I have also been thinking about alot of other things. Matt told me that I am "graduating" from the youth group and that I cant go to things like CBOQ Youth Retreats anymore or Change Conference anymore. At first I didnt understand and didnt mind. But then I thought.. what am I going to do not going to those amazing things. I Always feel closer to God when i spend time with the youth. But I think its because everyone is so amazingly nice and awesome and I just wish I could be with everyone everyday of the week. But I cant. I Remember the first year in Bathurst, New Brunswick there was one day that everyone was kind of annoyed with everyone and it was a tough day and I went outside the church and looked around and realized that im with my best friends in a province I have never been in before, That day I never felt Gods presence so strong in my life. So if me graduating means that I cant go to Bathurst I dont know what im going to do. I have pray about it alot because I love feeling God's presence and Im scared that if I cant do things with the youth group then how am I ever going to feel the same. So im Pretty Torn about that.
It also made me realize that im not going to be 18 forever. Which really scares me. But everyone has to grow up and die so im just a puzzle piece in Gods Plan. Well im going to pray like crazy for the next month. Im also going to try to post blogs more but that doesnt always happen.. so life goes on. If i dont post before the 21st and thw world ends (Which it wont) then this is my last post. :P But other then that. have a good rest of the week! :D
Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥
Im also happy and excited because I got approved to be a team leader at CBOQ's youth retreat event which makes me supper happy but once again super scared. I know I will be an awesome leader then like I said I think of the bad stuff so In my head Im thinking what if I ruin some kids childhood by telling them something stupid. Or anything else worse. So I have been constantly praying about that. Another bad thing I did this week was melt a spatula into a pot of boiling marshmellows... I just left it in the pot and walked away like a stupid person then as I was spreading the mix the piece fell off.. then I felt very stupid.
On the good side of things im done school til the new year!! :D so now I can have my mind set on work and money and my leadership role. I have also been thinking about alot of other things. Matt told me that I am "graduating" from the youth group and that I cant go to things like CBOQ Youth Retreats anymore or Change Conference anymore. At first I didnt understand and didnt mind. But then I thought.. what am I going to do not going to those amazing things. I Always feel closer to God when i spend time with the youth. But I think its because everyone is so amazingly nice and awesome and I just wish I could be with everyone everyday of the week. But I cant. I Remember the first year in Bathurst, New Brunswick there was one day that everyone was kind of annoyed with everyone and it was a tough day and I went outside the church and looked around and realized that im with my best friends in a province I have never been in before, That day I never felt Gods presence so strong in my life. So if me graduating means that I cant go to Bathurst I dont know what im going to do. I have pray about it alot because I love feeling God's presence and Im scared that if I cant do things with the youth group then how am I ever going to feel the same. So im Pretty Torn about that.
It also made me realize that im not going to be 18 forever. Which really scares me. But everyone has to grow up and die so im just a puzzle piece in Gods Plan. Well im going to pray like crazy for the next month. Im also going to try to post blogs more but that doesnt always happen.. so life goes on. If i dont post before the 21st and thw world ends (Which it wont) then this is my last post. :P But other then that. have a good rest of the week! :D
Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥
Saturday, December 1, 2012
18 Years Old And Counting.
YAY. Im finally 18. To Me 18 is a sucky year because you cant drink yet. (Not that im going to get drunk because I have no interest in that) and everyone still thinks of you as a child. All my co-workers still call me kiddo and child and yeah i am younger then them but they all said when im 19 im an adult. So in there heads 19 is the better year. However im able to buy lottery tickets :D (I didnt win anything for my first one i got.) Anyway. Matt and Alyssa went to a 4 day conference this weekend. I kind of enjoyed being alone because I have alot of time to think about alot of things. I had to realize that im not a kid anymore. That every noise I heard I couldnt call my mom and cry. I also learned that dishes dont wash themselves. I didnt have much dishes because I worked alot but it still was really annoying.
One good thing that I learned is that I can do it. November was a good month. I budgeted all month and learned that i dont need to spend money theres no point to spend money on useless things. I also learned that no matter how busy i am i always make time to walk the dog. Even if an adult is busy they still have to rememeber the little things. I keep thinking about Alyssa and Matt because when the baby comes they will be alot more busy then they are now. But if they can do it i know that when im older and become a mom i can do it to. It all takes practise to be an adult. I have been looking for an apartment which im finding super hard because i cant afford it. Im also stressed because i dont want to overstay at Matt and Alyssas. I Keep praying about it to hopefully i can find something soon and get out of their hair. I hope im not to annoying.
Im a little stressed that christmas is in 14 days.. i have 3 presents and thats it. I still need a few more. Itsnot just that. My Boss told me today then the next two weeks ill be packed with work because as the malls get busy people get hungry and come to moxies to eat food. I love money but I also love to relax at home. :P Anyway thats apart of being an adult. Hope Christmas shopping is easy for everyone who reads this. :)
Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥
One good thing that I learned is that I can do it. November was a good month. I budgeted all month and learned that i dont need to spend money theres no point to spend money on useless things. I also learned that no matter how busy i am i always make time to walk the dog. Even if an adult is busy they still have to rememeber the little things. I keep thinking about Alyssa and Matt because when the baby comes they will be alot more busy then they are now. But if they can do it i know that when im older and become a mom i can do it to. It all takes practise to be an adult. I have been looking for an apartment which im finding super hard because i cant afford it. Im also stressed because i dont want to overstay at Matt and Alyssas. I Keep praying about it to hopefully i can find something soon and get out of their hair. I hope im not to annoying.
Im a little stressed that christmas is in 14 days.. i have 3 presents and thats it. I still need a few more. Itsnot just that. My Boss told me today then the next two weeks ill be packed with work because as the malls get busy people get hungry and come to moxies to eat food. I love money but I also love to relax at home. :P Anyway thats apart of being an adult. Hope Christmas shopping is easy for everyone who reads this. :)
Live Long, Laugh Hard, Love Strong ♥
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