18 Years Old And Counting.

YAY. Im finally 18. To Me 18 is a sucky year because you cant drink yet. (Not that im going to get drunk because I have no interest in that) and everyone still thinks of you as a child. All my co-workers still call me kiddo and child and yeah i am younger then them but they all said when im 19 im an adult. So in there heads 19 is the better year. However im able to buy lottery tickets :D (I didnt win anything for my first one i got.) Anyway. Matt and Alyssa went to a 4 day conference this weekend. I kind of enjoyed being alone because I have alot of time to think about alot of things. I had to realize that im not a kid anymore. That every noise I heard I couldnt call my mom and cry. I also learned that dishes dont wash themselves. I didnt have much dishes because I worked alot but it still was really annoying.

One good thing that I learned is that I can do it. November was a good month. I budgeted all month and learned that i dont need to spend money theres no point to spend money on useless things. I also learned that no matter how busy i am i always make time to walk the dog. Even if an adult is busy they still have to rememeber the little things. I keep thinking about Alyssa and Matt because when the baby comes they will be alot more busy then they are now. But if they can do it i know that when im older and become a mom i can do it to. It all takes practise to be an adult. I have been looking for an apartment which im finding super hard because i cant afford it. Im also stressed because i dont want to overstay at Matt and Alyssas. I Keep praying about it to hopefully i can find something soon and get out of their hair. I hope im not to annoying.

Im a little stressed that christmas is in 14 days.. i have 3 presents and thats it. I still need a few more. Itsnot just that. My Boss told me today then the next two weeks ill be packed with work because as the malls get busy people get hungry and come to moxies to eat food. I love money but I also love to relax at home. :P Anyway thats apart of being an adult. Hope Christmas shopping is easy for everyone who reads this. :)


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